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      "body": "<center>![images (3).jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmfE3ztEzqcEWEiLLiZ1jCuNAz4Ra1GVq4Q4pzERzDhk7s/images%20(3).jpg)</center>\n\n<center><sub>[Source](https://www.apk4fun.com/apk/57142/)</sub></center>\n\n\nHey there Steemians, I closed my eyes for a minute and woke up to what feels like a new era. So much has been happening back home, here in Japan and inside of me; I didn't even realise that the latter was a thing but sitting down and putting my fingers to work is bringing forth a lot. \n\nI have been seated and all over the place all at once. I am not quite sure how to explain such a state but I know that I have been experiencing it. The mind is such a powerful thing; if we are not careful, with just the blink of an eye, we could lose it, especially those of us who are out here on our own trying to make the best out of life's opportunities.\n\nJust last night, in a female group for foreigners living in Japan that I am a part of, a post was made and it had me under the shower for a while with the water just running. The post, marked *\"emergency\"*, sought to reach out to other females who may live close to a particular female foreigner, who was at the time at her all-time lowest.  \n\nFrom her last post, which was about 30 minutes before the emergency post, she apologized and said she hopes that we (her friends and family) would one day forgive her. That broke my heart into so many pieces. It felt like a part of me died. 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If you have been following my diary entries, you may remember a [post](https://steemit.com/blog/@honeysim/dear-japanese-diary-1-reminiscing) that I made that included the Japanese *\"Honne\"* and *\"Tatemae\"*. For those of you who may not have been following or who may not remember, here is a quick recap: \n\n<center>![](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmX93Qp2hRU7mAcUVaQG6GgiG9XwQRG5cdP1tHD7U4aeF8/image.png)</center>\n\n\n<center><sub>[Source](http://publish.illinois.edu/ceapsstudyabroad/uiuc-resources/inside-china/japan/)</sub></center>\n\n> Most Japanese people have a social behavior which is called “Honne and Tatemae,” and this is not something they can acquire from their school education. It would be considered as a national characteristic of Japanese people. 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