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      "body": "Wow, it's weirdly awesome to know that someone else has had a similar experience and I'm not alone on this. The story is actually a lot more interesting and that's why I'm writing a book about it. What I did not mention is what LSD did to me. It made me smarter, a lot smarter. That's why I'm co-producing a documentary about the plant-based diet while starting an alt-coin mining operation using a method that will give me free electricity while writing a book and doing a lot of other things. Before I left college, school had become so easy that I spent the majority of my time doing other things, even though I was studying Politics, Philosophy and Economics. I had raised over $5000 in committed venture capital for my mining operation before I left and I was working on starting another business at the same time. 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