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      "body": "Oftentimes it’s hard to convey the humor behind the situations most of you find stressful. But to us, it’s how we get by. It’s how we deal with people who are calling us every name in the book, trying to bite us, spit on us, rip our skin off with their nails.\n \nLet me be brutally honest with you right now. A situation tonight in the ER brings this one about. The black lives matter movement. Those people you see wandering the streets screaming about BLM don’t have a clue what Police are going through nor do most of them even know what black Americans go through. Please don’t get me wrong, black lives absolutely matter. I grew up in a predominantly racist area where I fought against racism. I believe in equal rights. No one should be discriminated against based on their sex, skin color, or any other label society try's to put on people. Point blank, I don’t believe in labels. 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