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      "body": "You would think anyone given money would be given it in strict confidence of the heeding of several rules, but so far it seems like it's being given in confidence that you will take again.  Greed.  So the modern myth that people with riches are doing something right to be given so much is false.  People are people, with strengths and weaknesses, the occasional falling into temptation, some points that aren't looked at rationally, no one cares about the other as long as they got money.  Everyone is with willingness putting themselves at the centre of their life and no one wants to change, unless they are given money if they are able to change.  Change is evil to most people because of the seeming satisfaction of earning money because you stayed your course and held the same opinion.  \n\nSo when everybody is doing this, the group dynamics is a hive consciousness, all making decisions under self interest, and the real world is paying for it.  At some point the real world is going to become untrustworthy.  No matter which way you look at it, we're supposed to change.  Whatever we're doing, we're not caring for this planet for as long as we accept and embrace a money system that's unequal.  That's apparently in the hands of a few elite businessmen, government officials, politicians.  Yet it's clear to me the laws and economy only runs if powerless people like you and me run it.  It's really strange with the advent of social networks, nothing to address the most obvious problem which is our economic system is being organized.  Yet there's survival, and the fear of losing one's money if money were given a different value.  There's the comfort of knowing in this frenzy money will still hold its value in time to come, but what it's giving is an illusion of security because what's actually letting you be secure is everyone else, seen and unseen.  The same powerless people that all say they don't have the power to change the money system.  The seeking of distractions and interests is the fashion of today's age.\n\nMired in thinkings like the general idea that it's safer to act more selfish because that's what is accepted by the group.  Only talk about what you got, no equality or any practical explanations of equality, because that will make you look crazy, try not to ask anything from anyone.  Be your own man, self sufficient in a codependent reality.  How does that even work?  To me, in a codependent reality any talk of self sufficiency is just an idea that you have to believe in then it's true because you believe in it and everyone is impulsed to say the same about you.  So I imagine this all started with the family teaching of never trust a stranger.  The people you don't know are the unseen people growing your food, transporting it, doing the administration, everything that needs to be done to have food in your fridge.  The people you don't know that pass you by are the unseen people agreeing to not be violent or impolite.  Those are strangers too.  And we trust them, and when a stranger asks you of something it's suspicious and dangerous?  \n\nThe people we know, they're the people that shaped us, strengths and weaknesses, we tend to when we know someone to forget our politeness, they're the people we have the most interest in persuading to support you, wouldn't that hold true for them to you?  I can't count the number of times someone I knew tricked me.  The people I don't know I don't remember the last time I was taken advantage by them.  Even the nastiest person when you know them become a docile passenger as soon as you don't know them.  \n\nThe question is which is more real, the part of us that acts as strangers to others, or the part of us that reveals itself when we know someone?  We like to be considerate but we don't offer our greatest consideration when we change the money system to resemble equality.",
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      "body": "I wonder how corrupted the world must be to operate in the way that it does.  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While we justify a single person starving in this age: \"my hands are tied\" \"I'm insignificant enough that I have the choice to discard any solution because I think I am right\".  \n\nWhere are our great thinkers?  They're busy hoarding money in any way they can justify it.  Maybe because they are operating from these truths, none the wiser they can only be called clever.  Wise people would work out their own solution to the world and realize it has to be a political economic solution that's described by Equal Money.  \n\nThere is a gap between what people say and do, I'm working on destroying that gap.  And what attempts have you made lately?  Were they recognized as an attempt on others?  This is my blog, I get to say anything, I get to say what I believe will make the difference between you becoming 'the rest of them' or you standing in your own name.  No one is making this difficult but you.  And what you think is right without checking for yourself if it's right, going the 'leap of faith' route instead of checking yourself.",
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      "body": "Today I had the pleasure of making fresh coffee and eating rather cheap egg tarts.  X said how much cheaper it is to buy the ingredients and make them yourself, compared to going to a restaurant to eat the same quality and portion of food.  For better or for worse, we've assigned a value to the labour that goes into preparing food, and defined better tasting food to have labour that is worth more.  Often much more, the range of the cost of the labour of preparing food is extremely extreme.  It's one part greed and the other cost of materials (food, tools, kitchen, renovation) and when I recall a cafe I liked, now it has a counter in an expensive shopping mall, which I wonder how much profit they were making from one cup of coffee in order to do it.  The same can apply to cello teaching.  A teacher that produces more meritable results per unit time can demand a higher rate.  Now that I think about it, anything that is agreed on to be better costs more.  Based on personal experience received instead of actual time,actions, and cost of the space, cost of a human life.\n\nThis already pushes a philosophy that anyone that consistently gives a better experience is worth more, instead of anyone that works consistently in hours is worthy, for example.  And this philosophy separates everyone into smarter and dumber, people that can do it and people that can't.  It's assigned a monetary value and because of this system's standing, everyone is pushed from all angles to scheme, to imagine in their minds how to give a better experience, that others actually agree it is a better experience therefore worth more.  Inequality in practical expression of an economic system in the name of our evolution and \"great intelligence\".  So what is up with this opinion, all of us can agree it's opinion.  In participating in alignment with this pseudo principle, an illusion made into reality, what are the consequences I am choosing in this participation?  Anything I do will be compared to everyone else's work and be judged by money.  Don't choose to define yourself to this price tag everyone agrees with because basically if you do, you're believing you're better than others and some are better than others; you'll be the walking advertisement for inequality which is another way to say greed and corruption.  Instead, define yourself according to the original material, the Physical timelines and effort you invest into yourself.  \n\nAnything I do, it's going to have a price tag that doesn't change the reality of what needs to be done so I can do what I do.  Starting point is important because according to that, no matter what your level, it defines how good or bad you are.  In the context of a world that demands specific actions to be done consistently for you to be worth your own life, there's no shame in charging more as long as your head is clear and you know what you are here to do.  It's kind of like Osho, a philosopher that invented services according to his philosophy with the added investigation and action of what will bring peace to the world.  Action after a personally driven investigation where how you spend money is one of a few actions that have big consequences.  Money is the quantification of all movement in this world.  No message can exist without a human communicating the message in the context of his/her life being sustained by money.  Think about that, money (you) giving a message to money (the system) to change how money (the economic system) is distributed.  The way money pervades everything and every aspect of human existence.  The way money is acting as how people are acting, money is a vicious, cruel God.  Obviously you will be able to do less, you won't be able to do more if you act on your foresight, that makes your contribution real.  Obviously you can do more if you fuck the rest, but that little more is like an illusion because it can't continue forever, there will be a time when you can't do that anymore.",
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      "body": "It's interesting the individual manner people blog.  More than one way to skin a cat.  Everyone does things with their own twist.  Problems arise when the value system within, behind the twist are directly conflicting each other.  For example, money is value or value is not just money.  To my eye, we've recruited the creativity and seeing of everyone to quantify in the most creative ways all movement in this world.  Therefore money is value.  What about what we haven't been aware of yet is having a role in important decision making?  Therefore value is not just money.  But money really decides how much moving you can do.  Money is value.  But the views advertised by money for money are one opinion about the value of the human, and excludes what we might discover if we keep this up.  \n\nInvestigate and keep what is best.  Refrain from arguing.  Investigate.  Money ends up being the quantifier of all movement in this world.  And money is only as wise or as foul as the person behind the money's movement.  Therefore money is limited to human's perception and state of awareness.  But in spite of all saying we, the human, are important, there's a condition that pervades all of existence and existed before the human.  That's balance, as a form of equality in directing all possible physical consequences to not harm.  What is best for all probably existed before humanity.  Doing what is best for all is not quantified by money, this movement doesn't exist according to money, what exists is the pursuit of knowledge and intelligence, and profit especially through deceptive means.  The best liar that gives a great smile wins all the benefit, and according to this human view that's lived by the majority, the most corrupt are the richest.  From billionaires to your neighbourhood rich family.  What is best for all is yet to be quantified by us, and given a monetary value of profit.  \n\nIn my view, this world is exactly the way it needs to be to be at its most corrupt.  Everyone is talking exactly what they need to say to justify not only themselves but everyone else's manner as corrupt.  So in a community that's exactly the community necessary for evil and corruption, what is good?  This is something I kept with me throughout my life.  Because I was too stupid to figure it out myself, I lived in anguish and despair, the deep and dark sort.  Desteni suggests to re-examine the physical consequences of a thought, spoken and unspoken words, deeds, and find the balance.  The point where everything you've done hasn't harmed or taken advantage of someone else.  Find the point that presents equality in action, in application, but with it comes a choice you make willingly.  That choice you've been making every single day, you wake up and think about what you're going to do today, but in a community that's evil, don't discount yourself making the evil choice.  That choice represents an upheaval and destruction of the old, to invite something new, something different, a different means of making your living without changing what you do for a living.  The starting point.  \n\nBecause of all this, I've grasped an adequate answer to what is good in a world like this with people that treat each other like this.  Where I treat other people like this.  Equality, in the specific way that you live the equality and demonstrate your understanding and seeing of the equality in the Physical.  Turns out Jesus had an important message and I didn't even know.  But when you really ask yourself what you'd be satisfied with, I realize I would be satisfied with a reality seen and unseen to celebrate the best in humans.  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That's probably the reason why so few can live such extravagant lives.  \n\nAnyway, it's my responsibility to make sure I am not them.  Make sure I am the one having a bit of foresight and paying for a solution to peace in this world.  Because the people valuing shit with money are valuing shit, not an equality system that would bring peace to Earth.  What would giving what you would like to have translate into an economic, governmental, educational, social system?  I'm of the opinion if the economy ever is corrected to value equality in practice, the rest will be easy with everyone's eyes and ears on the ball.",
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