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Choosing their sinful nature instead of obeying God's law and commandments. \n\nYet, God is so full of love and compassion, He overlooked all our wrongdoings and sinful nature. God already knew that we are sinful by nature and it was impossible for us to meet up to the standards of God. For He is holy, blameless and pure. \n\nWe were born into the the sinful nature and not one of us is free from this sinful nature. Many times, He called us to do what is right in His eyes, yet generations after generations we still fell and turn to our sinful nature. Imagine how it would have felt for God to watch us, from centuries to centuries turning away from Him and choosing our own way.\n\nImagine how He would have felt when we kept choosing our sinful nature. He waited for us because He loved us so much. Beyond our imperfections and sinful nature. 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      "body": "Good morning dear prudence! \n\nThank you for your words. \nI am glad that I found a woman I can share my thoughts to. For me it is not easy to speak about what happens in me, and what I think about. What makes me often a bit frustrated. \nI am pleased to read their is someone out there that thinks in a similar way about God and our world. Most of the time the people talk only about God or about this world. But it is like you wrote, it is both. \nAnd yes, in the end it is all for His glory. \n\nMay I introduce myself.  My real name is Reinhard Fürst. \nSo I want to ask you for your e-mail-address. Mine is [email protected]. \nSo if you have time and/or interesst I would be pleased to hear from you. There could grow some interesting talks about, whatever. \n\nIn the meantime I wish you all the best\nGod bless\n\nReinhard",
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      "body": "Hi there again :)\n\nSo beautifully written. :) Yes, you are right it is God's love and mercy. And it just brings me to humility to recognise what did we did right to deserve such love and blessings in our lives. \n\nI believe God has a reason for everything that happens around the sun but in the end it is all for His glory. \n\nI am so touched by your sharing. :)",
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      "body": "Hi there :) \n\nThank you so much for your response. So beautifully written. I could never said it better. We will never see true perfection in this world. \n\nThe perfectionism that belongs to anxiety seems create a prison  for a person's mind. So true. They end up not learning or growing. It is sad. Only God will be able to deliver a person from such a prison.",
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      "body": "Hi :) \n\n*\"But sometimes God is so merciful to us, He even gives things we don't deserve.\"* \n\nThis sentence hit me like a truck! In German we would say, like a sledgehammer. But truck sounds good too :)\nI am divorced and father of a five year old boy. For a long time I did not understand why things like that happens. Why should God give us something we don´t deserve? As I held my son in my arms for the first time, I knew it! \nLove! \nIt took me the last five years to understand what I felt in this moment. And now I begin to understand. It´s the love. \n\"Amor vincit omnia\"- Love defeats everything \nGod gives us these undeserved blessings because of love. Because He is love! And if you are full of love, what else should you do to those how you love? \nI am now 38 years old and I never felt like this before. I couldn´t even imagine that those feelings could be real. It´s amazing! \n\nAnd yes. God intervenes for our good :)",
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      "body": "Servus :) \n\n\"Imperfection is underrated\" like a friend of mine always says. \nEvery  skill we have can be a bless or a curse. It depends on what we do with these skills. \nIf I use perfectionism to do something the right way, its a very good and useful skill. But like you wrote, it also seems to belongs to anxiety, a bit. I know some people which have to do something in a specific way. And no other way. And it looks like they are afraid of something. Punishment? To disappoint someone? I dont really know. \nTo be true. I would say these people are prisoners of their own thoughts. They never grow, they never learn. They do what ever they do to get applause, to be a part of something. But these are my thoughts :) \n\nI believe, real perfection, we will find after our death. But, like you wrote, never in these world. We have to trust in God. These world is not crazy, and our skills aren´t too. There is a good reason why we are like we are. \nAnd I believe one day, we will see why we are like we are. \n\nLg",
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