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I was beginning to question my sanity. &nbsp;I have been around schizophrenia, and this didn’t at all feel like that, but I felt that something deeply troubling was happening to me. &nbsp;Everything about my predisposition was averse to believing in anything supernatural, so that left me with one possibility. &nbsp;That something persistent was happening inside my head.</p>\n<p>And the longer this went on, the deeper it drew me in, the more I knew I couldn’t talk to my anti-muse. 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