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      "body": "Thank you so much for your thoughts! I completely agree that another person shouldn't have the power to label you. I also believe it has a lot to do with one of the Four Agreements. If you've never read into it I think you'd be fascinated by it! The one I think this connects with is basically about making Word into your Truth. If something you think is confirmed by even one other person this becomes your truth and you build your opinions and ultimately your life around that truth. \nFor example, say you're young and you sing for your parents, one tells you you're great and the other tells you that you aren't. If you decide to follow the opinion that you're great it will cause you to sing more, believe you can be famous one day, take the needed steps to improve because you believe you can be great. Or you can believe that you aren't great, this becomes your truth, and you never sing again and tell confirm that you are not. This is a rough analogy, but it's such a huge idea it's difficult to sum up in a comment, but I hope you see where I'm coming from with that! \nI think a doctor confirming that you \"have depression\" justifies your emotions and gives you an excuse to continue on and hope someone else can make you \"better.\"",
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      "body": "I did ballet and tap (i'm not very graceful so idk why I thought I could pull THAT off lol). I bet it was strange doing it after some time, but did it feel like you could bounce right back? Kind of like riding a bike? Ooh yes learning the tango would be so much fun!! :)",
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      "body": "Thank you for all of that information! It's all very interesting, I also believe extreme situations like that are the minority of cases. It's now become the norm to assume just because you're sad for an extended period of time, you're \"depressed.\" I think that comes form a place of wanting to be understood and have someone put a label on you. It goes against us wanting labels, but I think we get some sort of satisfaction from being able to give what we're feeling a name. Thank you!",
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      "body": "The brain 🧠 is an organ and can suffer from pathologies as other parts of the body. Our brain is programed to seek pleasure and avoid pain. When we are in normal status, of course we can have ups and downs and be happy some times and sad other times. However, for some reason the brain will create patterns that mostly bring the person the pain and less reward - which translates into people that don’t see fun in any activity: family, friends, job - think this becomes a desease because the person normally cannot escape the loop (alone). Considering that our “circuits” are synapses working via chemistry .... some rebalance is needed that is why psychiatries call it a pathology and treat with therapy and/or pills. Of course think those are minority of cases and to normal life it is okay to be sad for a while and work for learning and changing the situation - so agree with you we should be in control!!!!!!",
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